The answer is always no
i can now continue lifeHe said no.
I haven’t been able to sleep.
But I haven’t been able to get out of bed
my dreams are tainted.
I’m scared to. But I’ll do it.
Just so I move on.
I’m not wanted
And I need to be reminded.
I think I love him.
I feel like I’m going to throw up.
My body is dead. My chest is heavy.
And I miss those days of tenderness.
Oh how I wish I could see your eyes.
And your smile. And feel those feelings again.
I just have to tell my self for the billionquazillion time. That that was in the past.
And that my future is dim.
Because no one wants to date a girl like me.
I’m nothing special. I’m shit.